LiFe ChAnGInG EveNt

a life changing event for me would be when i turned emo. many people may think it's something simple that u can turn over night but it's not. in the summer of six grade was when i turned emo. i was going to seventh grade. in the summer i don't really know how it happened i would end up being sad. for some reason i just felt sad. i would try to find something to be happy for but couldn't i just couldn't be happy. when i went to get my hair cut i got bangs. my new clothes was all black, gray or some dark color. when i came to school that year i began the same way. i would be sad for no reason i had nothing to be happy about. everything was so weird and things mattered the most. it got to a point where i was supposedly emo but my the middle of the year i was. i would mainly have my head down in classes draw animals that were dead and things like that. by the summer time of seventh grade i was still emo. i would dress with black even do it was sunny. i had more reasons to be sad because i was out of school i couldn't see all my friends. then my mom she would not understand. she would just leave me to be me. this was another reason for me to be sad. things were not right. when things did go right there were always second consequence. there were always things that we had no control of and these things would control my life so far. now i'm still emo but now the things or reasons i'm emo are more untestable. my mom now accepts me for who i am but is still not proud of the person i seem to become.now things just come at me and i deal with them but now when people see me they have a different opinion about me they see something else. now i express my self, i do what i want to i am who i want to be. now this is who i am and what i am. now this year i am what i am and this is what changed me and what changed my life.